never ask why

Springing into the darkness,
I never knew where I’d fall,
All then I could see was blackness,
I just knew it would end it all,
My misery my pain,
I could then let go,
The humiliation the fear,
I could throw out the door,
I never knew I would keep falling,
Never stopping,
I just know somewhere along I stopped yelling,
And crying,
No tears no emotions left in me,
I just fell,
Counting the days,
Till I reach hell,
Finally I see the ground,
The darkness around me is gone,
The tears the pain,
Are leaving me,
The fear the misery,
Says goodbye to me,
Finally I can breath,
As ground rushes to meet me,
I thank god,
"Thank u lord for freeing me"…