Crimson Blood [Life]

when you were there,
and when you were not,
i kept thinking of you,
died to be with you,
it was like we were meant to be,
it was new ,exciting, fun, an end i could not see,
we tried so many things,
i was happier than many kings,
we shared so many tears,
gone together through our fears,
i can still see your smile,
the picture hazing all the while,
i felt naked with nothing to hide,
i was sure you were going to be my bride,
we had yet to go through so much,
but it was never meant to be so we had the big crunch,
i sailed away with no one beside me,
i had yet to find that life was worth living but over were we,
i know you know where i am,
i know you read this every time,
and you told me last to be honest, to be true,
so yeah let me tell you, i found somebody new.

i`m happy, i`m content but am my paranoid self but still she helps.. helps alot.