life gives you this hope. this elavation. its like im in a womb again. i dont open my eyes. i dont breath from my nose. i dont eat from my mouth. i dont do anything except comfortably stay in one place. occasionally kick around to get to a better position. womb is not like a cage. its the perfect place to be. oblivious to the world. comfortable. and then you get pushed out. you feel cold rubber gloves hold you around tight. thats when everything you think your life can be, changes. you planned to stay there comfortably. undisturbed. then theres lights, and voices and ugly faces. all telling you what to do. what not to do. what cant be done. and they explain to you why. like i care. i was in the perfect place i wanted to be. i was safe. i was secure. i was warm. i was loved. and i had to do nothing to get all that. at the time just my existence was enough to love me. i was not subjected to dissapointments. i was not subjected to be the source of pain. unconditional love. i think thats the only place and the only time in anyones life that they get it. but you never stop wishing for it. you never stop hoping. you never stop planning. i dont. many think thats my weakest point. i think so too but i wudnt stop. if i stop i know im giving up. what else do i have to live for?
i felt stupid, down, and unreasonably moody today but some people did cheer me up. thanx. you know who u r.
5 comments:
You're right, you should't stop as long as you're alive.
Who ever they are would say no problemo btw heh.
Cool palm doodles.
It certainly wasn't me :P
And umm deep thinking as usual.
very true....:D
Once again, you have time and art on your hands. Excellent.
Maa: thanx
Spark: eerm thanx i guess
Angel: i believe u do knw wat i wrote abt..
dale: thanx
appreciate the comments all.. cheers!!
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