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Thursday, November 29, 2007

cant be mental so i guess it must be the other thing :S

croak my way to the end,
i will cry till the end,
lifes mysteries will prevail,
and i find my self in vain and insane,

the sun cant melt my cold heart,
geography will keep me apart,
when love meets life i will fail,
i will then be the cause for the noose on a neck so frail,

secretly i will keep my secrets,
runaway with me my lies,
sail the open sea of eyes,
i will be empty eating with the butterflies,

"oh devil mother once again i suckle on your smoky teat",
i dont want to stop the inevitable,
i can see the blood, i can see my throat swell,
but theres nothing left, not even a drop in my well,

death would come in sweet melody,
in a bed where im alone and cold,
ironic i would have noone to blame,
when i see the light in the distance,
my life will prevail and i will still be insane.

Paranoia:

1.Psychiatry. a mental disorder characterized by systematized delusions and the projection of personal conflicts, which are ascribed to the supposed hostility of others, sometimes progressing to disturbances of consciousness and aggressive acts believed to be performed in self-defense or as a mission.
2.baseless or excessive suspicion of the motives of others.

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