electric red

when ur minds going electric,

and theres nothing u can do.
you try to turn where u`d find most freedom,
you`d try to be where u`d be most free,
but when it all goes wrong,
and ur floating on top of water,
sinking every few minutes,
u wonder what it was like,
when ppl go away,
and they never come back,
you cough up blood,
but you never tell,
whats life without secrets,
whats life without lies,
whats bliss without ignorance,
what is compliance,
they call out to the horns,
they call out their names,
they say they are creatures,
but still they are all the same,
water upto my eyes,
i reach out to thin air,
a smile on my face,
i drown in my own tears,
white light, the stairway to heaven,
the circle of life,
i will be here,
i will be gone.
i would be insignificant,
but u expectant,
if u have reached here,
please go on,
its almost ending,
this prolonged moaning,
water was cool,
i wanted it hot,
he was not supposed to be there,
but still there he stood,
black as could be,
a face with a smile,
there was just one promise,
just one compromise,
going nowhere,
just staying close,
i close my eyes,
opening my mouth,
water filling my lungs,
i cough up blood,
but i never tell.