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Prison gates won't open up for me On these hands and knees I'm crawlin' Oh, I reach for you Well I'm terrified of these four walls These iron bars can't hold my soul in All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' [Chorus:] Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say it if it's worth saving me Heaven's gates won't open up for me With these broken wings I'm fallin' And all I see is you These city walls ain't got no love for me I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story And oh I scream for you Come please I'm callin' And all I need from you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' [Chorus] Hurry I'm fallin' All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh, I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin' ooooooooooooooo [Chorus] Hurry I'm fallin' Show me what it’s like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I’ll show you what I can be And say it for me Say it to me And I’ll leave this life behind me Say it if it’s worth savin' me Hurry I’m falling And say it for me Say it to me And I’ll leave this life behind me Say it if it’s worth savin' me

i always thought because of the person i am that God woudnt have to care about me. because of the way i live, that God doesnt need to worry about me. Give a second thought about me. its just i didnt expect God to help me i guess, punish me yes. and i didnt think any less of him cause i know i live crappy, religion wise. What a friend made me realise is (something i already know, but forgot) God is not like us. God doesnt think like us. Like i would. God woudnt ignore a wholehearted sincere prayer even from the worst human being on earth. And that he would fullfill a sincere request. as humans we woudnt. if someone keeps denying you and not listening to you, and never making you more important than anything else when you need to be important, you woudnt help that person. It amazing how human i make God in alot of stuff. Knowing that i can never comprehend why im here. Why im who i am. why he made us. why God is letting us do a test to which he already knows the answers for.
"whatever you do in life, have faith in God that he`ll forgive you. Because he`s not like us, atleast thats what i would like to think so"....