descriptions of a abnormal mind (Copyright schmarty) - to my Angel

Chapter I
the forbidden fruit

It was a dark and cold night. Not the kind you would probably be lying on bed sleeping. It was New Years and spirits could not be as high at any other time of the year.
smiling teenagers filled the roads. Fleeing from parents others not answering their phones. Just hanging out with their partners. And one of these teenagers turned out to be Maana. Maana as it seemed didnt really enjoy cold nights. One reason would be that her nipples would be aroused and her boyfriend would tease her about it. She couldn't really find a reason why he should tease her, it turned him on every time.
What she really didnt like about that night was that she was a total stranger in this new island. She had come with her bf and his friends. Seemed like a good idea at first, she thought with a sigh. Now she was alone, her boyfriend had passed out about half an hour ago, and she was frustrated about that too. Why drink when you know you cant handle it.
Maana was pretty cool for an 18 year old girl. She wasn't like most girls. Thui nuvaane. Gain gayah araa bahyeh hen noolheyne. Abadhu boluga hifaa nudhamaane. Bituge sikundi faaraku nuthalhaane. But there are limits she thought. And smiled wickedly.
It was new years anyway and guys were plentiful. She was just going to have some fun, nothing major she promised herself. Whatever else her boyfriend was not, he was loyal. She thought she would just find a group of people and hang out.
And then she saw him. You know the feeling when you watch a cartoon for the first time. You don't really know what it was before, and don't know what to expect but then you see it and you cant stop. You watch and watch to a point where drool appears on the sides of your mouth.
Imagine Maana in the middle of a busy street, exactly like that. Well not exactly drooling but definitely awestruck. And then he saw her.

Chapter II

dude wheres my girl

Ever had the feeling that you were invisible but for one person? Thats the way Zim thought about his girlfriend. Zim never did have any person who really cared for him. Sometimes he thought Manaa didnt either but that didnt bother him because he knew he loved her.
Zim was born into pain and grew up in it. Up till the age of 12 he was locked in a tiny room with 4 other siblings. He coudnt get out because the world would know of his existence which his mother did not want because the world did not "understand" bastards. He didnt need to play traunt from school because he was never put into one. And the only way he had come as far as this in life was because while never being blessed with love he was blessed with a brain. What we study for 10 years he learned in five. And while being the genius he is. He never forgot where he came from, which was his weakest point.
He didnt come from a world of rules. He did not have restrictions. He didnt have a God. While knowing what life was he never understood his reason to be there. While knowledge from books overflowed in his brains he never learned the ways of the world. He always thought of life as a burden rather than a gift. After he met her, things were different he was appreciating life more but his fear of loosing her was much greater. That fear was always in him.
In some part of his brain someone whispered "Maana!". He woke up, stood up and looked around. Maana was nowhere to be found.